The first signs of aging already started to show ! I didn’t expect this to happen so soon, as I feel the same as before . It feels awkward to even refer to myself as a woman. I still say girl because it represents more of who I am.
What I like about getting older is that I become more confident.
I still have a tendency to bump heads with my inner limitations.
“Am I good enough?”
I thought that as I will get older I will restrict and limit my actions even more because I will have to keep up with the age and become more of a proper person.
This is what I thought you have to do as you get older.
It’s not happening!
The older I get the less I care and the more of a free spirit I become.
I was talking to my mother and she reminded me of how I used to cover my mouth when I was laughing. It was because I thought my laugh looks somehow ugly , I was so self-conscious . ” Now you don’t care anymore, do you? ” she asked me.
I realized that I have no idea when it stopped and that I didn’t even paid attention to it.
So, here I am counting the grey hairs , checking out the wrinkles on my neck thinking I need to use more lotion , making ugly faces in the mirror and rubbing my double chin but thinking it’s all good !
Who cares?!
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